don't fall apart on me tonight

don't fall apart on me tonight.

i love weekends... although i hardly relax. always working. no matter what. i get bored too easily if i'm not keeping myself busy.

i had my first magazine cover shoot last week... it was with 4 other models and was sex and the city-esq. a lot of fun... at the most expensive restaurant in toronto called sassa fraz. apparently all of the celebrities go there. speaking of celebs, the tmz show is amazing. celebrities are so stupid. i don't understand why they are put on such a high pedestal... i guess cause we are so bored with our own lives we have to resort to living vicariously through others.

next week i have a bunch of shoots and castings... i've been more interested in acting lately... i've done some stuff in the past but nothing too serious. i'm also going to be walking the runway once again in the ohlala fashion show for fashion whore. runway shows are fun... weird but fun.

i went to my fav sushi restaurant the other day for the first time since i left my old job... got vegetarian dragon rolls and miso soup... it was so weird being in that area and reminded me how much i miss everyone i worked with. it's nice working for myself but it gets boring haha.

tonight, i am going to get some mexican food... mmm burrito boyz (kid robot's get awesome guide link... features burrito boyz and other awesome places to go to when in toronto and other cities) and just veg out. maybe watch speed racer. tomorrow is the muchmusic video awards... i haven't decided if i am going to go or not. i might just go to the after-parties. if i were to go, i'd go to stalk chace crawford cause he is the hottest guy of all time. still undecided though... i've been so anti-social lately. i guess it's just one of those phases. the one thing i can't seem to comprehend is that i have so many lurkers but hardly any comments. what is the deal? people used to be so much more active online... now it seems all there is lately is lurkers. same thing with myspace... so many lurkers but it seems like that hardly anyone interacts anymore.

why do you think that is?

what are you up to this weekend?

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	Hannah Hale: 06/14/2008 5:51 PM It sounds so fun to be a model and stuff, but I prefer neing behind the camera. Anyway, I'm not doing much this weekend, all my friends are out of town so I guess I'll just go out and take some photos, hang outside in the nice weather, maybe watch some movies and just relax. :)
	leroyrobertpotts: 06/14/2008 6:01 PM your pics arnt bad xxx good work
	tuesbelle: 06/14/2008 6:23 PM i vote you go stalk Chace Crawford. there's more good in that than bad... you're pictures look great. and i'm just studying aaalllllll weekend. finals week. i hate it.
	questionable: 06/14/2008 6:39 PM i love the one pair of earings in those shots. they are so cool. (the twistish ones) i was down in disney. you sound soo busy.
	lolitariot: 06/14/2008 8:11 PM oh I thought sassa fraz was closed down? love the photos
	taramason: 06/14/2008 8:53 PM lolitariot said: oh I thought sassa fraz was closed down? love the photos i thought so too but i guess they restored it quickly after the fire...
	lillyolovesfob: 06/14/2008 8:59 PM i'm just relaxing this weekend. taking a lot of pictures and hanging with my dogs. i'm spending a lot of time on the computer and listening to music. and obsessing over powerspace.
	dabrinamarie: 06/14/2008 10:14 PM love your dress best of luck to u in acting
	morethanazodiacsign: 06/15/2008 3:25 PM The picture of you and the cupcake reminds me of this: http://checkered-vans.com/scenelulz/mac ros/2girls.jpg Good luck on the castings and stuff. You you try out for a role on Gossip Girl wink wink nudge nudge As for my weekend, I'm getting psyched for a shoot next week. I'm uber-nervous but excited at the same time.
	veeveeaan: 06/16/2008 6:02 AM thanks so much for the add! i was browsing through the be-scene gallery and saw some gorgeous shots of you :) and wow! you're from toronto as well? i was born there :) xx.
	taramason: 06/16/2008 11:16 PM morethanazodiacsign said: The picture of you and the cupcake reminds me of this: http://checkered-vans.com/scenelulz/mac ros/2girls.jpg Good luck on the castings and stuff. You you try out for a role on Gossip Girl wink wink nudge nudge As for my weekend, I'm getting psyched for a shoot next week. I'm uber-nervous but excited at the same time. hahahaha very funny
	emmii1123: 06/19/2008 11:33 AM omg your so lucky you got blessed with good looks:D